Getting There...

I'm tired today and have been all weekend. Not sure why but I think I am just exhausted from all the prep I have had to do in order to be ready for this surgery...very worth while....but tiring just the same. The kids seem a little "off" these days too...mostly yesterday and today...I'm not sure what it is but perhaps its just their way of processing things...especially David. He is so sensitive and feels things so very deeply that I am sure there are a multitude of feelings and emotions inside of him about me having surgery. It so hard to know what is really going through their little hearts and minds...all I can do is reassure them that everything will be ok...I love them so much and a large part of this decision has so much to do with them...in many ways they are my inspiration...

Anyway, aside from that, today was fairly uneventful...just a lot of work and preparation to get things ready for being out of the office for 6 weeks. I am already starting to fret about it...but I am trying to remind myself that it will all be ok...I have done my best to work hard at making sure all my bases are covered...I am just a fretter by nature!!!

Thanks to all of you who have extended words of encouragement and support along this journey and for those of who who have just come on board...it means so much to me to have all of you along for the ride and for the opportunity to share this momentous journey in my life with you!